Rendezvous is a diaristic video piece of myself trying to look at my genitals in my studio over a period of about a year. The video work invites the viewer to look at me looking at myself self, in that way drawing attention to the power dynamics of viewer and viewed. The ways I attempt to figure out or connect with my anatomy are seemingly raw and childlike yet also excessive, as if being with one’s body points to a void or a transgression.